I came to one of my spiritual leaders and spoke to him of my struggle mentally of thinking about my motives for full on worshipful dancing in front of others and what they might be thinking as well!
Kris, listened and gave the most healthy feed back that still speaks to me 14 years later!
What he said was, “how about have everything in your life line up with your dancing!”
For me this comes to one gleaning prospect to pan for treasure… If dancing were a rutter of a ship then the guiding force is not the vessel; which is the rest of what makes up my life outside dancing.
Now in taking full course in these matters we arrive at the certainty that nothing exists outside dancing! It’s all within…
So when dancing meditate on your goals of freedom expansion and delibret living! Let there be free radicals of infinite love bursting into every train of thought, every fear, every old action, every choice good or bad!!!
Retraining the brain, from beyond the boundaries of the skull…
Yesterday, I was shown in a very big and real way; just how much the universe personally wants me to refrain from being a ghost writer in the drama of people’s lives! If they have created a way of agreement, I am to stand to the side , being a solid place of Honor and respect for all parties involved!
I see chiseled light appear as the unseen hand chips away at the darkness as if it were the bark of a Sequoia!
He whispers to the tender parts hidden away, calling them forth to stand firm in the presence of what seems to be contrast, and meet the sturdy hand of our maker!
Wearing the universe as skin and inhabiting all things!
So we become the channel of Honor, that doesn’t take sides, but rather arrives in service to all that is genuine, true, and of the heart. Showing forth a pleasant path lit up from the ground up, glowing inside you, making vibrational alignments, frequency paradigm shifts..etc
These pushes into evolved cosmic ideas not born in man’s mind, so we can lay that dragon to bed!
The best ideas are rarely born among humans, but rather come from the hidden home of stars, and every now and then, we get to glimpse the best idea as a sort of porthole, cosmic door way, of which we stand as intergalactic spiritual muscles, bridging the gaps…
Every cell, every idea, every shield of belief, every frequency linked up to chain reactions; which are the substance of Karmic debt accumulated in the invisible physical realm known as thoughts!
These thoughts are the static line for all conditioning…
When the thrust of new realms of possibilities approach the static line of the collective conditioning, we’re beginning to see that when people carry this new broadband of intergalactic muscle, that says, “My faith and my identity are not of this world!” Others are not quite feeling up to being ready for the plunge necessary to take on acceptance!
Here in lies the problem…
For thousands of years when people like Jesus show up and speak and act with an Alien energy in contrast to what the others “know and believe,” they end up wanting to push away this notion proposed by this outsider to there already standing realm of accepted beliefs and make way to getting rid of such a threat!
There has been times in my own experience when I’ve tapped into the honey pot of divine existence and experienced even the police not knowing how to handle someone that is a God soul, and either having to lock me up or just let me go because they didn’t want to get any hope or faith of my kind!
Which in turn would act on my behalf and put me into paths I would have not known…
On one occasion, I was put in a holding cell for having a bag of weed. I began singing songs of redemption and 20 mins later they let me go! And still on another, I was taken in because I wouldn’t comply and give my name on paper, but stood under the privileged Name of keyrad Christ! The police took me in as a jondoe. I was in there for four days and met some really wonderful people. One man taught me about respect and honor and popped me in the nose! This was needed of course to teach me the need to come with honor and humility! There was one really special man that I met; he was getting ready to be sent up for life! We spoke openly and deeply about life, GOD, Aliens, and he even encouraged me along my path! Reminding me that I was special and carried something in me not of this world! He was a beautiful man, full of sound wisdom…
All this is to say, we’re here, we’re not leaving, and all are welcome back home! So let Father sky embrace us and Mother Earth take our roots down deep, so that we remain forever as pillars worshipping the Creator of endless possibilities, seeking to find them in every corner of creation; of which there are non to one who is in and through all, knows all, and sees all!!!
Letting go and floating down stream, listening to the breeze on the trees as though the tree breathed in and gathered the wind unto himself!
There is a whisper, there is a truth, and even a mystery!
But of those exposed to the handling; after having gone thru both gates and starting from the ground up! Building, climbing, becoming each level of Totem, till the sky rips my head!
Sending rapturing light to the very core: Bursting out of a bulbous like cocoon, while being swept away thru this avalanche of light, after having been swallowed whole as a whale might, I noticed branches steming from me, making my feet seem webbed…. Then the most interesting thing happened I started sensing the light crackling through me as an electric razor cutting quick to my bone!
By this time I could feel every cell take birth and ripple away from me. At the same instance I could feel the intelligence and ever awakening awareness as every cell reaching out to the ends of the universe as if to extend all that I am…
Thoughts of being still and knowing that I am, is the steadfastness of the sturdy flow. Unfolding all things as a participation for the drawing out and new power influxing my being to be all that I am!
Without identity born from the thoughts of men nor a personality that is crippled by what others say I ought to be, but rather the same self made presence the universe had towards itself and GOD before perceptions held points of view!
Listen to the infinite nurturing its own kind within; this seed is the mountain it creates, moves, and casts into the sea! Swallowed to the depths of the belly of the beast, transforming with the churning excellence of a Divine evolution, making its image living and breathing; till there be no other to the left or right, up or down. Only, I am that, I am mirrored, realized, and put into action like pistons firing off the billowing power of its function of love, power, peace and soundness exploding sparks and imploding fuel to push to the roots and back up again to a rock and roll steady Bob of a head that knows. . .
Here I come steady stable and without quiver, cutting quick to the bone and marrow, slipping by soul and Spirit… Revealing strong Majesty in stance of light stretching as though a tree of might, muscling the gratitude of such Grace made by the blood and tears of our sorrows on earth; heard as one child, with one voice, one heart that bleeds the blood of all nations!
“Wake up all that is in me,” is the zealous joyful shout of confidence this one gives even to oneself!
So, it is clear were one belongs in the posture of receiving the flood gates of Heaven: Humble, but with pride and vertue.
Marching on thru every creek, river and misty mountain pass!
The drum of the first drummer and the drum of the last drummer are played by the same hands all the way thru and thru!!!