Memory of past incarnation or deja vu…

For the longest time as I can remember I have thought about life differently than most. When I was about 8 yrs old I had the thought, “What if I had been born a girl, would I still know who I am?” If that isn’t a soul realizing that I wasn’t just my body I don’t know what is…
deja vu, has played a similar role in my waking life. My theory is that deja vu is either the memory of a past life that is circling around the mountain again or perhaps a window of a dream within a dream opening up in my waking life to lend insight for mastery of that moment or better acceptance there of…
In the first one is the idea that in every incarnation we are given the same lessons we had before until we get the right of passage to move onward and upward in our spiritual evolution. Going thru life time after life time gathering the gold of our deja vu s as our very own depository of hidden knowledge that carries this gold as a residual source that keeps building weight and depth to our experience. Here’s the picture, we are a bowl of water in our conscious and most of our subconscious lives. As we pour out this water upon this plane of existence our bowl becomes empty of course and it is at these times deja vu s come and we can gather to us the gold. First by seeing the gold in the bottom of our bowls, thus calling the law of attraction into play and drawing upon the living and active universe to add unto us the total value of said gold… the .more value we place, obviously the more gold we put into our depository! Then more water washes thru bringing us back into the collective dream of being “Just humans” and that we had had only a “deja vu.” Hopefully we gained enough gold enlightenment in our residual volt to carry us thru till we empty out next time, for it is this hidden knowledge that pushes the water out of the bowl, as one weight can displace another. The end goal is that eventually the gold is all there is left; at this point the deja vu s will subside and the water will only remain as a “rim of resistance,” leaving no place for it in the bowl. Gurus call this the self realized one, the Christians call this the Christ, the Buddhists say this is Buddha, but I say this is a child of God wrapped in the arms of the MOST HIGH! Living in and thru him, as He breathes so is my breath, as He dreams so is my life, as He wakes, so is my death to self. Leaving only the gold of our fusion…
On the other notion in regards to the dream within the dream; the thought follows that deja vu is likened to one window of memory, now being dilated and able for its viewing: Almost as a prophetic dream now being pulled upon into the here and now.
I’ve always said that it was the memory of one dream out of perhaps a 1000 I could have had in one night’s sleep, but now one small portion and or one scene of the many dreams is being played out before my eyes in real time.
And of course the weight and value is to be held in the same light as the earlier thought about reincarnation and deja vu s purpose of gathering hidden knowledge that our hidden person has left as bread crumbs along the way…
Oh, and so another thought has just arrived over the last hour or so, that deja vu s can be made to happen if one cares to remember any given present moment, all one has to do is ask…

The crows call!

I was woke up this morning by a crow cawing six times repeatedly! So I read Proverbs six after I had my wits about me via prayer and some other reading. I had also the thought to call my Son so I did that. He was in play mode, so no long conversation there… I started reading after and remembered to go to Proverbs at that time. It was speaking of stopping laziness, which of course convicted me! Then came my mindfulness to writing out what I believe God was laying on my mind.

What was gathered is this, that I am not to have any other Gods before me! Its like my GOD was doing the old, ET finger to my mind, “I’ll be right here.” As Jesus had spoken to his disciples that, “It is better that I go, for I shall send another!” This is the great hope of every teacher or Master, that their presence will not be required to attain access to whatever the subject matter pertains too! In this case the subject matter is the housing of God with in! For me I see and hear the Lord pulling that old “ET finger action,” and then saying, now have no other Gods before thee! And the voice of this message now reverberating within instead of with out: And or from the one looked upon that does not reside in the inner dwelling. For any form of Godliness in body can take away the Power there of, that is an inward presence!

It reminds me of the last portion of the book by Herman Hesse called Siddhartha. The student and or main character sees his teacher as God and then the teacher seems to hop up and skedaddle like he couldn’t get away fast enough! I am paraphrasing of course, but what a picture! Oap, you see me as God, if I stay you will be deceived and think God dwells anywhere but within! And we are waking God within, so if I stay you will only be a sheep and not a Shepard…

Going in and out of the Gates as one that is the door for others to enter, is our channel, and so goes the mystery of God and Man…

37 and still yearning…

Ok, so the last little while I have been in a spiritual lethargy of sorts! Not carrying the desired energy of transformation, but even in this apathy I have seen and heard the lessons needed for my spiritual evolution…

Lurking in the backdrop of my awareness or the lack there of is a plethora of teachers that would want nothing else, but for me to bow to them as my Master! In times past I bought in hook line and sinker; as for now I still bite, trying to remain reachable, but am still left with a feeling of loss when I put any other’s idea of God, life, etc… As paramount in the frontal lope of my focus!

So the lesson of evolution for me is to be kind in listening to another’s story, but not making it mine, nor making it the voice of my Creator. Rather letting it role off my back like, “Water off a duck.” This is the graduation to put it simply, putting all others thoughts of what’s best for me to the test of fire!

This fire brings all things to ashes, “Ash to ash and dust to dust.” I would argue this is the test of all gods, even themselves! For it is only then that a god becomes real in our material plane of existence. Diving deeper into this thought, it is this place of death that a god takes on new standing among the mighty! For a god that takes on flesh and dies, only to return a raptured and resurrected being, has complete mastery over all things and is due praise!

No better example than Christ Jesus in this stance!!!

No wonder he has gained an eternal Name of King of Kings and LORD OF Lords!

Which reminds me of a side thought, I believe that Jesus was and is the God of the Hebrews/ the old Testament. In being such, He took full responsibility for the sins of man, since He had Created the process of their evolution and as Genesis remarks, God repented for making man!

Now I believe those words were just as prophetic as any given to a prophet of old! Hence filled a void and supplied a vision of hope and a road needed to travel and or fulfill! Of which this God did, being born a child. Being called Prince of peace, wonderful counselor, everlasting Father! Seeing that if he himself did not show a way out of being in dead lock to the flesh; how could he expect a creation to follow suit, if He himself did not first lay down his life!

This gives all new meaning to Jesus’ interaction with John the Baptist, where Jesus states, ” Suffer this for Righteousness sake.” Speaking of course of the baptism by water.

Now we are first grown in water of our mothers bodies and then come into the world only to re-enter the water; as a Salmon coming home to spawn, so are we called to the place of our birth! And I believe that place is the ocean of GOD… THE BIRTH PLACE OF STARS AND UNIVERSES, GODS AND MAN, WITH ONE GOD AND FATHER OF ALL THAT GOES BEYOND THE COMPREHENSION OF THE FINITE TO BE BORN ONCE AGAIN IN THE INFINITE!!!! THE BLOOD OF THIS SON REACHES FAR AND TO THE DEPTHS OF THE RHYTHM OF EVERY CELL OF CREATION!!!!! Showing forth that the Son is the Father and the Father is the Mother And the Mother is our aching flesh to have the Son grown in and thru our womb of existence, which is this life I am. . .